:: Hari pertama ::

Hari pertama persekolahan..pg ke sekolah agama. Sampai je depan pintu sek, Izzul dh disapa oleh kawan2 tadika. Apa lagi anak bujang sorang tu hip..hip..hooray le. Ptg nye pulak ke sekolah kebangsaan. Kami naikkan Izzul menaiki bas, then tunggu di pagar sek, he looks ok. Kewl je. Rasenye masa zaman sy kecik dulu lg takut kot. Even when we send him masuk dlm dewan, terus beredar and just wait till recess. X jenguk langsung sbb dh dipesan masa orientasi mgu lps. Masa rehat pon, bukak bekal n makan. Masa balik, sy tgu dia just nk tunjukkan ikut jln mana n apa trademark bas sek so that Izzul x terslh naik bas. Sambil2 berpesan mcm2 termasuklah kad keras yg tertulis nama kami inc d address, phone no etc, just in case tertinggal bas ke, lost ke..

That ends the first day..

Second day, sy dh pon masuk kerja @8am sbb nk blk sharp kul 5pm. Clock ticking at 5.01, cha alip bot, smpi je ke sek, hujan selebat2nya smpikan mcm banjir kat kwsn sek. I just waited kat area budak darjah 1 pulang. Tgu punya tgu (dlm keramaian budak kecik dan mak ayah), x jugak nmpk Izzul smpi la tinggal 2-3 kerat budak je. Bila pergi ke kelas, tinggal 2org bdk pomwan. I asked d teacher 'mana Izzul?' 'eah, sume dh kluar..'. Masa tu kewl je lg, pergi cari kt depan, xde! pergi kat bas, punyalah sesak bas, driver pon jerit je dr depan 'Izzul Fadhly ade x?' no one answered. Masa ni dh start cuak, mane pegi Izzul ni?? Round sek skali lg, x jugak jmpa. Tanya dgn cikgu, of course diorg pon xtau kan. Round skali lg! Pergi kat bas lg, and ask the same Q. Waited abt 10 min, baru le ade budak menyahut sayup dr blakang bas 'ada ni!!!' (btw, bas sek mereka ni sgt besar n pjg mcm bas express). Fuhhhh, lega. Alhamdulillah. Rase2nye cam turun 1/2kilo kot dok mencari td :)

Bila smpi rmh, tny dgn Izzul pergi kemana 'naik baslah..kan mummy suruh naik bas yg ada gamba upin ipin ni, Izzul lalu je kat hujan tu sorang2..'

Haila hai...dh besar dh anak bujang sorang ni n dh bole berdikari :), mummy plak yg over concerned n x confident..isk..isk.

So esok, plan nk tgk dr jauh je. N thursday, I will let him be on his own :)

:: hop and away ::

Sesuai dgn tajuk entry ni.. persinggahan di blog yang hanya sementara. Maybe I should put it as one of my 2011 resolution 'to write in my own blog more often'..btw, it is just a wish list.

Alhamdulillah, 2010 dah berlalu. What I would like to say for my past 2010, it's been a great year of celebrating my v3.0 series. Macam orang lain juga, setiap kehidupan diiringi dengan dugaan dan cabaran, well it is part of life kan.. alhamdullillah it makes me stronger and bersyukur atas segala yang berlaku. Yang pastinya, itu sume ketentuan Allah. Btw, one of the dugaan - kak tie bercuti panjang yg membuatkan saya separa tak betul (~akak, sy tunggu akak balik tau 1 Julai ni!!)

Izzul fadhly akan masuk standard one next year, cabaran pertama adalah menghentikan botol susunya..

some of u might say 'OMG, still dgn botol susu??' but I've tried..tried..and tried.. tp x berjaya jugak.. cemana nak buat ye? anyone ada tips? tp mcm takmo kejam sgt like

a) buang je botol susu tu dlm tong sampah

b) jgn beli susu dah..etc..etc..

Cabaran kedua adalah to make him more independent.. Izzul adalah seorang anak yg sgt rapat dgn parentsnya and sangatttt sensitif (maybe menurun dr maknye kot :). Maybe ada silap kami dlm mendidik but I think initially it is because of his heart problem tp mcm dh jd sebati pulak. And now it is kindda difficult to change him cause everytime saya berusaha nk buatkan dia independent, turunlah linangan air mata. Hehe.. :)

Cabaran ketiga is to make more time for him as Izzul pon dah masuk sekolah. I did realize that I've been too hardworking for the past few years. Not to say that I don't wanna be hardwoking anymore but more towards a balance lifestyle. Insyaallah..insyaallah. Doakan saya ye..

Tahun ni tak buat any resolution for 2011 cause every year pon macam tu jugak, tak terbuat so what I will do is to make a daily reso sbb setiap hari saya akan cuba menuju ke arah kebaikan. Lagi mudah nak keep track..hehe

To all my beloved friends: Selamat Tahun Baru 2011 dan semoga tahun yg akan datang ni memberikan 1001 makna yang membahagiakan.

:: fam-get-together ::

Yesterday, the-fam-get-together moment brought us to watch a movie called 'how to train your dragon'. Frankly, it is a good movie for the parents and kids and the main character of this movie 'Hiccup' make me think of my beloved Izzul. The skinny body, very reserve person and yada..yada..yada. But it makes me realize that every person has their own strength and potential which might not be the same as what the parents want him to be..

Izzul

Hiccup

And I know that you have your own strength which will make me proud of you.

:: exam gamba makanan? ::

Minggu lepas..while doing my ERM over weekend, the kids as usual akan sentiasa kacau..mengendeng..tekan2 my laptop etc. Selalunya saya akan biarkan saja..tapi since nk buat ERM kononnye mcm nk concentrate la kan..and I told them not to disturb cause I'm having an examination.

and today, sunday.. sit in front of my laptop again surfing for the pasta recipe..kononnya nk buat lasagna ptg ni.. and Fadhly asked

'Mummy buat exam lagi ke?'

'Haah' I said..sebab tanak diganggu..

'Mummy exam pasal gambar2 makanan pulak ke?'

hehe :D

:: books ::

Yesterday, I bought Fadhy an activity book at MPH promotion booth in Menara T*. A day before, bought one dictionary for both of them. Since Fadhly reluctant to share with Fiqry..so beli satu lagii..to please him.

He extremely excited about it and want to do it there & then..so sampai la satu page where he needs to count the pic and wrote down the number..it goes from 2, 3, 4, then another 4..he’s a bit confused because it suppose to be 5 not 4 so he asked me..’nape die ade dua kali 4??’ then I told him ‘oo, orang yg tulis buku ni tersilap kot’ . he asked again, not satisfied with my answer..and the tears start to pour..after more than 10 times, he asked the same question again and again and again..I’m a bit pissed off. Until I told him ‘mane la mummy nak tau kenapa die lukis nombor 4 tu dua kali’ lagi la kuat die menangis..

Then, I think I need to create my own story..’ooo, mummy tau..rasenye mase penulis tu tgh tulis buku ni…tetibe je takde letrik, lampu semua terpadam..die sempat lukis 4 gambar je..yg satu lagi tu tak sempat lukis sebab dah gelap’..he smiles 'owh' katenye.

I think I’ll be a good story teller in the future..or a good story manipulator??

:: my two angels ::

I have two angles..one is Fadhly and another one is Fiqry. They are my heart and soul..(*including the father of this two angel :) ). But both of them are totally different from each other. Si abang sgt lembut hati, very soft, mudah mengalirkan air mata (HB ckp bab ni ikut mummynye), very loving & caring, suka mengemas. While si adik begitu aggressive, if he’s awake, mmg la mcm tongkang pecah rumah kami, jatuh sikit2 takkan menangis, sungguh berani (klu tutup lampu whole house, fiqry dengan selambe merangkak kat dapur, nk main kerusi). Well, looking at fiqry’s attitude, kadang2 tu saya ter”pok” (pukul perlahan kat punggung) fiqry..and fadhly cried. I asked him:
‘kenapa menangis?’
‘mummy “pok” fiqry’
‘fiqry tanak diam, mummy “pok” la..bukan “pok” banglong pun’
‘yerla, kesian adik. Adik kecik lagi..adik tak tau’
‘hah???’

How protective the brother is, kan?? Really hope that the ‘love’ between them will remain there forever.
No matter how difference both of you, Mummy sgt sayang anak-anak Mummy and hope you will do the same too when I’m getting older.