:: bored..bored..really bored.. ::

Bored day... a lot of customers complaint need to settle. System in '...' always hv errors. End up those who manage the customers will face all the 'nice words' from them.

Ok, stop complaining. Now, HB and me in the midst of surveying, eyeing, and many...ing for our 'home sweet home' in Kajang. Insyallah tiada aral melintang, we are going to move end of the year. Well, went to IKEA quite long time ago, take pic nak dijadikan 'nur' for the house. Just do a very rough calculation for the house, waaa..byknye kene pakai duit..cukup ke? ke kene buat loan? tapela.. nnt difikirkan mcm mane.


Just to share some tips for healthy lifestyle (to remind myself also):
S - sleep ~make sure that you get enough sleep of 6-8 hrs per day (bukan tdo2 ayam ek.. mak2 budak susah la sket..hehe)
E - eat ~3 main meals and must be the healthy one la..jgn asyik ayam, daging je tetiap hari
E - exercise ~at least 15 minutes per day.. lepas smayang subuh ke.. buat le kejap. Now, my office start dah dgn exercise stretching every Mon, Wed n Fri. Dapatlah 45 min/week, okla kan.
D - drink ~not less than 8 glass per day. plain water ya.. not wth sugar.
S - supplement ~any supplement e.g. multivitamin ke..


Izzul's progress ~very good, recover very fast tp manjenye yg amat skang nih. Everyday mesti bawak at least two rounds naik motor. That is a must.

:: in the hospital ::

Dah lama x update blog..x berkesempatan. Just to share our memory during those days in IJN. Lama tersimpan dalam draft..tak sempat je nak sambung..hehe

12 May 2006 - 14 May 2006
Kami sekeluarga, my family & HB family ke Kuching, Sarawak for holiday. Seronok dapat berjalan2 especially shopping @ Sariken. Punyala banyak barang beli sampai excess luggage masa nak balik.

15 May 2006
Aku ambil cuti sebab masih penat kembali dr Kuching on 14th. HB dah start bekerja cause ada something yg dia perlu settlekan. 10.3o a.m: Received call dr IJN, nak bercakap dengan mak Muhammad Izzul Fadhly. Admin from IJN minta Izzul datang admit to IJN petang tu juga. Aku terus call HB dengan perasaan berdebar, terkejut sebab tiba2 je admin suruh dtg. Sepatutnya kami jumpa dulu dengan surgeon IJN on 16 May 2006. HB balik dr office and we immediately packed Izzul's clothes and admit ptg tu around 3.00 p.m. We thought nak jumpe surgeon and try to delay the surgery. Masa sampai di IJN, jumpe officemate HB, ayah die will undergo bypass on 18 May 2006. Borak2 dgn mak kawan HB tu, dia suruh aku proceed and jgn delay, takut later risk lebih tinggi. Masuk je wad, kami diarahkan pergi jumpe dgn a few doc at paed wad, the surgery will be held tomorrow morning at 8.00 a.m. First case utk esok. Doc tu sume bgtau klu delay, the risk wld be higher and will impact other things ~injap, salur darah etc. So aku redha sgt masa tu. Since terima call dr hospital sampai la ke tgh malam, aku cuba sedaya upaya utk tidak menitik kan air mata walau setitis pun.

Back to masa umur Izzul 1 month, both of us went to our fav doc kat klinik dekat dgn umah for his first immunisation. Masa tgh cek2 dada Izzul, tetibe je muka Dr Azlina lain macam & she mentioned that ada something wrong dgn bunyi kat jantung (murmur sound) and terus referkan to specialist. Aku still dalam pantang masa tu (baru sebulan la katekan) and all the way back aku nangis dlm kete. Teramat sedih. Terasa dugaan yg menimpa aku terlalu hebat. Masa tu kaki Izzul pun ada problem and in casting. Tapi ada something yg HB cakap yg buat aku kembali kuat "Zah, jgnlah sedih sgt. Kalau zah x kuat macam mana Izzul nak kuat" and I hold to it until that night.

16 May 2006
Izzul dah start berpuasa dpd pukul 12.00 tgh malam. Kami cuba boleh bg dia air ribena smpi pkl 5.00 pg and after that x bole masuk apa2 pun. 7.00 a.m, kami dah kena mandikan Izzul dgn special soap yg diberi oleh nurse and pakaikan dia baju utk surgery. Izzul suke je sepjg pagi tu. Cuma agak menyedihkan bila dia ckp "nak air" but we can't give him any water. Simple request mcm tu pun kami x mampu nak tunaikan. HB berjaya pujuk dia dgn berjln2 kat sekitar wad tu. Around 7.45a.m, kami dah menuju ke bilik bedah. Masa tu hanya Allah yg tau, betapa aku menahan sedih dlm hati nih dan dalam masa yg sama, berusaha sedaya upaya utk tdk menangis. Tapi Allah maha kaya dan mengetahui hati seorang ibu dan perempuan tidak sekuat mana. Melangkah je ke dalam bilik bedah, aku terus mengalirkan air mata, tak berhenti. Ada satu lagi pasangan yg anaknya akan undergo surgery first case juga pg tu ~Ain Asyirah. Itula rakan kami sepjg di IJN. Izzul asyik gelak je pagi tuh, walaupun tgk my dan dy dah sedih2, dia tetap gembira. When the sister panggil sorang utk hantar Izzul masuk dalam OT, aku suruh HB masuk sebab aku x sanggup nak tgk keadaan dlm OT. Aku cium pipi dan dahi Izzul dgn penuh kasih sayang dan berdoa agar pembedahan ni akan berjaya. HB melangkah masuk le OT, and I just wait outside. When HB keluar, dia cerita la apa yg berlaku dlm OT, doc tu suruh HB mengucap kat telinga Izzul, dalam masa yg sama dia masukkan ubat bius di tgn and Izzul dah tertidur dgn mata terbuka. Aku hanya mampu menangis..
8.15a.m: Kami menunggu di Bilik Menunggu with HB and mak. Sepanjang di bilik tuh, aku bacakan yassin utk Izzul semoga dipermudahkan segalanya. HB tak renti2 berkumat-kamit mulut membacakan apa shj ayat Quran ~ utk dipermudahkan & juga utk tenangkan hati kami. 11.00a.m: Ibu dan ayah Ain Asyirah (budak yg sama masuk OT dgn Izzul) dah dipanggil ke ICU, bertambah berdebar hati kami, aku dan HB dah tak senang duduk. Bila pula nama kami akan dipanggil. Setiap minit dalam bilik menunggu tu hanya Allah yg tau, mcm mana perasaan kami berdua.
12.15a.m: "Ibu & ayah Muhammad Izzul Fadhly, sila ikut saya" jerit guard kat depan bilik. Terus kami berdua menuju ke ICU. Sampai je di ICU...sekali lagi aku & HB tak dapat nak tahan air mata tgk anak kesayangan kami dari muka hingga ke hujung jari kaki, penuh dgn wayar. Dr Jeswant Singh, surgeon Izzul jumpa kami dan bagitau alhamdulillah semuanya berjaya. Lubang dah berjaya ditutup dengan special cloth cuma post-op perlu berhati2. Izzul need to be in ICU at least 24 hrs to monitor his progress. if everything ok, dia akan masuk ke HDU (high dependency unit) esok. Lega mendengar kata2 surgeon tu. Kami hanya boleh melawat Izzul di ICU pada masa2 tertentu je 12.30 - 1.30 tghr dan 6.00 - 8.00 malam. Tepat 6.00 ptg, aku dan HB tercegat kat depan ICU, menunggu utk masuk. Masuk je, ramai org dekat katil Izzul. Ya Allah, kenapa pulak ni.. doc bertugas panggil Dr Jeswant utk cek condition Izzul. Rupanya heart beat dia tak stable. Sepatutnya dalam 140 tp Izzul's heart rate nak cecah ke 200. Aku dah mula risau. Dr Jeswant came with his cool face and bgtau kami that heart rate Izzul agak x stable, and he will give on medicine to stabilize it. All night, both of us tak lena tdo...

17 May 2006
Menunggu masa utk masuk ICU mmg dinantikan - tak sabar nak tgk macammana keadaan Izzul. Pukul 12.15, kami berdua dah tercegat kat depan reception utk ambil pas. Tepat jam 12.30, semua parents yg menunggu terus menyerbu masuk. Alhamdulillah, he's good and nampak comel sgt Izzul di atas katil. x sampai hati nak kejutkan dia dan bgtau yg we're at his side. Baru je 15 minutes be there, tetiba ada emergency with another patient. So kami semua diarahkan keluar and can only see our beloved son at 6.00 p.m. Ptg, melangkah masuk ke ICU, dr jauh nampak so many nurses keliling Izzul pegang drip water, pegang wayar etc. Hati dah mula berdebar balik. Sampai je kat katil Izzul, nurse: "ok, kita dah boleh bawak Izzul naik ke HDU" *HDU-high dependency unit. Alhamdulillah..syukur. Sepjg mlm kami menghabiskan masa dgn Izzul. Syukur sgt dan gembira dapat tgk muka anak depan mata. Mlm - Doc Choo (on call doc) dtg cek Izzul. When he checked, air yg keluar lebih byk dr air yg masuk so terus masukkan another drip bottle. Dr Choo also tried to reduce the amount of morphine for his heart rate, suddenly terus naik 160 - terus x jadi nak naikkan. Izzul can only drink his milk through tubes. Everytime, dia bangun "nak air..nak air". Sedeynye dengar suara dia minta air. Tak sampai hati..at last, aku celupkan pacifier dia dalam air masak and terus masuk dlm mulut so that ada la sikit2 amt of water dlm mulut dia.

18 May 2006
I know that Izzul rasa tak selesa with all the wires at his body. Berselirat. Alhamdulillah..he's stable and nurse dah tanggalkan wayar morphine - ubat tahan sakit. Nurse did suction to Izzul, alhamdulillah he's ok..takde kahak and after this no need to that anymore. but still kesian jugak coz wlpun sikit tp berdarah2 tekak Izzul. He still dizzy until mid-night. Nurse dah allow me too feed him through bottle for 2 oz every 3 hrs. at least Izzul rasa puas sket. Nurse dah cabutkan tiub mknn and reduce amt of oxygen. Mlm - urine Izzul ada darah, nurse pun dah a bit worry. Aku lg la.. tp still need to wait until doc check tmorrow mrng. All nights, Izzul nangis. HB takde, tdo kat surau - only one person yg bole jaga. I'm really helpless..tatau nak buat mcm mana. "Sakit sgt ye sayang - baru off ubat tuh". Pujuk sume dia tanak. Nak dukung tak bole. Wayar here and there. So all night juga la aku tak tido smpi HB dtg tuka shift d next morning.

19 May 2006
Nurse datang buat dressing. He cried - I think not because of pain but more on afraid to all the nurses yg pakai baju hijau. But masa dia cuci tu, I'm quite surprised to see ada needle terlekat mcm tu je kat kulit Izzul. Biar benar doc ni. Dr Asri came to check - he's stable tp not sure because of the medicine or mmg himself. So need to wait till tomorrow.
- Dah tanggal oxygen and needle at his left hand.
- Dah boleh makan buah and bubur
- Dah boleh tersenyum and berborak with us

20 May 2006
Progress ok. Drain darah masih banyak. ECG ok. Ptg- pindah ke wad biasa di sebelah HDU.
- Dah cabut jarum heart rate. Alhamdulillah, semua ok.

21 May 2006
Dah start boleh bermain. Makan biskut, air soya.
We moved to first class room. Lega sgt rasenye cause dah start back pain.
And ada 2 katil so bolehlah HB tido skali. Bole gilir2..
All wire dah cabut exp for his drain.

22 May 2006
Pg - Nurse cabutkan drain Izzul. That was the most part yg sakit. I've experienced it so I know.
Melalak sekuat hati but once HB dukung je dia, terus dia senyap.
Nothing much. Izzul progressively become active. Asyik nak main ball. And he bullied both of us. Dia campak ball tuh merata2 dalam bilik and asked us to picked it up. Fuhh..letey but I'm satisfied..rather than tgk dia terlantar atas katil..biarlah buli kitorg.

23 May 2006
Izzul dah dibenarkan keluar cuma nurse advise us to be very particular at home. Takut infection etc. I will...

Thanx to all the docs, nurses, families, friends, officemate who came to support us. Hanya Allah yg boleh membalas jasa korang sume. Luv ya all.. muahz'

Heard on of the nasyid song in TV ~ "Ujian adalah tarbiah dr Allah. Apakah kita kan sabar ataupun sebaliknya..."
Izzul Fadhly ~ anugerah yg tidak ternilai dr Allah.. luv ya so much sayang.. thanx to HB for your support.

:: doakan kami ::

My lovely baby, Fadhly going to undergo surgery VSD at IJN. Eventhough the hole in the heart is just medium but doc still suggested that he undergo that surgery. Insyallah admitted on this coming Tuesday 160506 tp depends on his health and condition during that time to determine when the surgery going to be held either that week or the coming week.

Hopefully all bloggers can doakan kami sekeluarga to be strong and the surgery successful as what we wish for… insyallah.
Tak boleh nak cakap lebih2.. nanti sedey..

:: x perlu ungkapan ::

Yesterday was a memorable day to me 100506~ hadiah paling berharga from my lovely HB for mother's day celebration.

Sifat perempuan ~ suka dimanjakan and suka sangat bila orang yg disayangi mengucapkan kata sayang pada dirinya. So do I.. and frequently I asked HB whether he loves me or not.. and the answer is no (dengan sengih2 mcm kerang busuk) and yesterday also I asked the same thing and this time he asked me back the same question and immediately I answered 'yess'. Then I asked him back what he Q me and the answer is " Nak tau tak, masa backbone surgery dulu, zah keluar lambat sgt dpd operation room, dah lebih dpd masa yg ditetapkan oleh doc. Sepatutnya habis pukul 2 tp sampai pukul 4, zah tak keluar..abg menangis tau masa tunggu zah tu. Takut kalau jadi ape2.. tak tau la." ..and I cried upon hearing that statement..
And HB sambung.." kalau sayang, die x perlu cakap.. akan tau sendiri whether org tu sayang ke tak kat kita"

Thanx you so much ... terharu biru ..

:: money oh money ::

In just 2 days, I spent almost RM 2k for my items in the list - eventhough the list is quite long but I am able two strike out 2 things. Though it is not really important but I am quite satisfied with it.

Me and HB went to Pertama to buy Nokia 3G phone to replace my existing Sony Ericsson K700i. We are eyeing at 6280, AP. If original, cannot afford la.. too expensive. Arrived at Pertama Complex around 8.30p.m, after one round we able to see one shop (dah nak tutup kedai dah pun) displayed new 6280. So after negotiated with them, we able to get RM 1350 with 512 k card. good bargain.. so balik pun dengan tersenyum2 simpul..sebab dapat phone baru.. yessslah.. with my 3G phone, at least I can track where my HB is??? heheh...no la.. I trust him.

The next day, I had training at Maju Junction, TH Perdana building. As we able to finish early, me and my colleagues went to Sogo for shopping.. on the way to Sogo, we stopped by at Pertama again and directly go to one shop named Pusat Kacamata Great Eastern. So adela Lela, Merlin, Fazah & Kak Miah commented on my specs... to makeover myself. Jenuhla bargain but still cannot get my ceiling price which is RM350..kedekut betul 'leng chai' tu.. so terpaksalah exceed sikit budget to RM380. Tapela..nak pakai pun lama, so at least dapat lens yg ada quality sikit..

New progress on my beloved 'by':

1. dah byk words that he able to say..though the first word is 'daddy'. anak dy la katekan..
2. words lain.. mummy, ting (puting), pah (opah), babik (bibik), papu (pak su), chantiq (cantik), air, mam (makan), motor, kite, gigi etc...byk jugak la words yg die boleh sebut sendiri..yg lain tu suke menyampuk org cakap adela.. cth.. me: "abg..amikkan botol izzul tuh" Fadhly: "botol". me: "bik, amikkan pampers" Fadhly: pers...
3. able to bunyikan bunyi binatang. Me: "by, ade catt" Fadhly: "nyau..nyau.." Me: "ada dogg" Fadhly: "wuu..woo.wwuu"
4. he able to count whenever he climb the stairs - my ajar one - ten but he only count two, thi, por, chik, aid , ten...yey (yey' tu mesti ada everytime hasib count ~siap dengan angkat tgn ke atas lg) . nombor lain MIA.
5. he able to imitate whatever other people doing - pagi2, bile daddy letak minyak rambut.. dia pun mula la gosok2 rambut die konon macam letak minyak rambut jugak la... bile reramai gelak kat family hall mase tgk tv..tetiba je Fadhly pun gelak..ntah ape yg klaka tah..

:: trip to seri malaysia ipoh ::

Dah lame rasenye tak update blog. Tak berkesempatan langsung klu di office. Today, I'm taking urgent leave sebab risau sgt tgk kesihatan izzul yg tak menentu. Almost one week izzul on fever, flu and cough. Kejap ok kejap tak.. kadang2 terase sedih pulak bile tgk die batuk tak renti2 and this morning for the first time in his life, sayang my ni muntah dengan teruknya, habis baju, cadar katil dipenuhi muntah anak my. Terkejut aku dan HB tgk die mcm tue and bile measure temperature badan die, almost 39o. Disebabkan tak tido sgt, so aku pun amik la urgent leave.. reason mengantuk pun yer jugak..heheh. and because of Izzul's one week fever yg masih tak baik sampai sekarang, last thursday, we bough ear thermometer, brand Braun but I think it's a good investment and very2 easy to use. Nak gune utk mak ayah nye pun bole..sesuai utk seisi keluarga. We bought it at Parkson on Bonuslink day so dapat la 15% discount. RP: 199, kitorg dapat 170. Okla 2 kan..



Ok, back to our trip to seri malaysia ipoh. Actually it is not a family trip but more on company's trip by GITN. They've got training on anti-virus. Since my HB got one room for himself without sharing with anyone, I'm invited also to go there. Start course on Thursday. Memule pergi tu aku tak ikut sebab Friday got something elso to be done. So on Friday night, suppose HB coming back by bus express from Gopeng on 8.30 p.m. But until 11.00 p.m, the bus still didn't arrived. Pity him tapi nasib baik la HB tak mengamuk dekat company tuh sebab tipu die. Rupanya yg dia bg tu bas tambahan. So gerak from Gopeng around 11.00, HB sit alone in the bus ~dgn harapan yessla..bole tido dgn nyenyak but few minutes after, bus tu stop kat perhentian mane tah and one big indian guy naik and duduk sebelah HB so my lovely HB pun tak dapatla duduk dgn selesa sebab sebelah punggung je bole masuk, lain conquered by that guy. Sampai kat KL, HB stop at Restoran Jenjantas Sg Buloh and asked me to pick him up. Mase tue dah 2.00 pg. Aku pun dgn mamai nye bangun and terus drive nak masuk ke highway. Punyelah nak dijadikan cerita aku boleh tersalah masuk lane and terus menuju ke arah Utara, supposenyer ke arah KL. Disebabkan kemamaian aku tue, terpaksala keluar to the nearest exit, Rawang which was around 8 km dari Restoran Jejantas tu. Turn back and pick him up so sampai rumah dah dekat pukul 4 pg. The next day pepagi bute dah kene drive back to Ipoh cause the workshop started at 9.00 am. Punyelah mengantuk + penat tak ingatnye. Actually aku dah ade aim pegi ke Ipoh tue sebab nak beli blaus yg murah2 kat area Tambun. Sikulat la yg cerita psl blaus ni, so aku pun teruja la..heheh..evil dah bertanduk..nafsu je lebey.. nak guna duit bonus. So I told HB, and he agreed to bring me. Tup..tup HB tak bole nak tinggalkan klas die and he asked me to go with his friend. Isk..takkan la aku nak drive membute je kat Ipoh ni, dah le tatau jalan and yet to bring Izzul together dengan demam nye budak tu. Sian kat Izzul. Tapi disebabkan oleh nafsu yg nak..nak.. dan nak jugak beli blaus.. aku pun tye jalan sket2 kat kengkwn die dan memberanikan diri pergi jugak. Horror jugak la.. but at the end, sampai juga ke pasar pagi that being mentioned by sikulat. Lama gak membelek and pick 3 blaus and going back to Seri M'sia. Sebenarnya ada lagi satu kedai that I supposed to go tapi disebabkan kesian tgk Izzul yg dah kepanasan, so matikan je la niat tu..
So just to reward nyself sebab berjaya berjalan sorang2 drive kete kat tempat asing..fuh... nasib baik tak jadi pape.

:: 7 weird habits?? or just habits?? ::

Puas dan jenuh dah memikirkan apela weird habit ku...day by day keep thinking bout it
and unable to wait anymore cause still can't reach to 7, so Pn Wah, here I am:

1. suke kerut2 kan dahi without any reason.. notice mase my colleague tegur mase lecture di MMU Melaka, dia pun confuse nape la budak nih asyik berkerut je.. Now, Fadhly seems to hv my habit. Puehla kitorg dok urut2 kening die kasik jgn kerut, still jugak.. sampai org cakap muke anak 'my' ni garang.
2. bace anything start from the back ~ magazine, newpaper. That's the reason why I hate to read novel. selalunya dah tau dah ending die ape.
3. suke sebut 'horrornye'. maulaha je yg tau sebutannya..
4. selalu mengemutkan jari-jari kaki tanpa disedari, realize bila org tegur jugak.
5. selalu angkat kaki letak atas kerusi ~ kat umah, kat ofis, kalau boleh kat mana2 je tapi tgk keadaan jugak la..mcm kat foodcot ke takdela angkat.
6. suke assume org tau ape yg aku pikir kan. contohnya mcm 'korang, bess kan makan kat situ tu' ..'ala..ingat tak mase yg kita pergi sana tu' without continue the sentence so assume someone else can read my mind...huuu..horror..horror..
7. ape lagi ekk?? suke usap2 tgn Fadhly before tdo.. cayang anak 'my'..muahzz

(itu je la kot yg aku bole pk kan..)

thanx to HB for the lovely dinner on 040406 at Sri Ayuthaya, Damansara. luv ya'

:: schools ::

sorry la aida..dah lama x update blog..but since i'm tagged by you (haha..tatau pon maksud tag tue ape until I asked sikulat) so aku usahakan juga.. (sibbaik hari ni pose, so ade mase la tghr nih)

How many schools did I go to?
If including kindergarten, 4.

Tadika Kemas Desa Jaya, Kepong
The most memorable time ~champion in Pertandingan Baju Tercantik. Always huha huha..

SRK Taman Ehsan
Same school with farra (her new house is just opposite of my mom's house) - pernah menang dalam pertandingan tulisan cantik (but now I think almost the same like doc's writing)

SMKA Simpang Lima
To be frank, during this time (93-95 ~ Form 1 till Form 3), I'm a bit "nakal". Myzah knows well, but just kept quiet ok..but I learned a lot during those time. I learned how to be independent, not to trust everyone that closed to you.

SM Kepong
During this time, I'm a bit nerd. Become Vice President of Persatuan Agama Islam so kenela tunjuk contoh yg baik. Thanx to Ustaz Amin for your guidance.

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?
Definitely the 'last minute hero' but I think Myzah is the most champion in it. During MBA's, I've tried my best to study at least a week earlier before but I was influenced by my 'roommate' so called 'bedmate'. If you girls see how Myzah study ~ mesti terdetik dalam hati, 'macam mana la budak ni bole score'. He still has enough time to sleep, play games, reading newspaper even only a few hours before exam started (not to say brilliant ~ cepat pick up kot). Well, thanx god and I always pray that Fadhly will someday become like him.

Was I the class 'taiko (don't-care-macho-attitude is what I presume it would mean in English) or the teacher's pet?
Not to say taiko la but I used to do my own thing in class except in account, maths and agama class. Fully concentrate on the subject.

What was the biggest rule I broke in school? (During my time at Spg Lima, masuk SM Kepong dah jadi baik, favourite student among cikgu2 form 5)
~Berborak dengan kawan, gelak kuat2 masa cikgu tgh mengajar - penalty ~kene berdiri kat luar kelas sampai habis waktu.
~Ponteng prep, stay in dorm - sleep. Kebetulan ada plak check up by warden perempuan. Alemak, tatau nak kelentong apa. Luckily had minyak cap kapak near my pillow so immediately I told warden 'Cikgu, saya sakit kepala'. Cikgu: 'oo..ye ke..ha..tape..tape..tido..nnt saya panggilkan AJK kesihatan'. Isk..isk..nakalkan..tapi tue dulu..

Three subjects I enjoyed
Maths - thanx to my dad. He teached me a lot on maths. I love this subject because of him. Al-fatihah untuk arwah ayah.
Account - during my school days, ambition to be an accountant. That's why I really concentrate on this subject but when it comes to working life, boring nya jadi accountact (agree x groupmate ku sume ~yati, halim, rahimi, mafus, siti, shelly)
Agama - especially when it comes to Bacaan Al-Quran and Tajwid

Three teachers that inspired me
Ustaz Amin - teach me a lot on ilmu keagamaan
Cg Rashid - ayah angkat masa di SMKA
Cg Isa Ibrahim - cg masa aku Darjah 4, 5, 6 (become his secretary to update his teacher's log-book). Garang x ingat but I think because of his fierce face, most of his students become a successful person.

:: fadhly.. oh.. fadhly ::

Bibik: Opah...opah...nampak ijjul tak? ~ kate bibikku yg masih tak boleh nak sebut izzul dengan sebutan yg betul.
Opah: Laa...mana opah nampak..dia bukan kat depan ke tadi?
Bibik: Ntah, saya ke bilik air, tadi ade di depan.

(greekk..bunyi gate dibuka, makku baru kembali dr kelas mengajinye)

Melihat muka bibik yg agak cemas, mak pun bertanya,
Mak: Kenapa ni?
Bibik: Ijjul buk, tak ada.
Mak: La, dah carik ke kat sume tempat? Dalam bilik saya ke?

(so semua orang pun kelam kabutla mencari si fadhly ni (panggilan fadhly dikhususkan untuk my dan dy nya)

Bibik, mak bersama opah (~walaupun sakit kaki) berusaha menacari fadhly di merata tempat - dalam bilik mak kat bawah, dapur, ruang tamu - celah2 kerusi masih tak berjumpa.

Mak: Bibik, kamu pergi cari diatas. Ntah2 dia naik atas tak? (dalam hati ~manelah anak kau ni zaridah..risau gak sebab pintu gate tadi tak berkunci)

Bibik pun dengan segera naik ke atas. Just untuk makluman, tingkat atas tu agak gelap sikit. Puaslah bibik cari di empat buah bilik kat atas tuh. Sampai ke bawah katil di bilik kami pun di jenguk..kot-kot la dia sorok bawah katil. Masih tak berjumpa.

Bibik: Tak ada buk, saya dah carik sampai ke bawah katil semua takda.

Ish..manelah nak cari lagi...sekali lagi diround seluruh rumah dan mak pun menyuruh bibik naik sekali lagi..

Bibik pun pasrah naik keatas dan masuk kebilik kami..kali nih baru la dia tergerak hati nak membuka lampu bilik. Bila terbuka je lampu bilik...jeng..jeng..jeng...

Fadhly pun pandang bibik dengan muka coolnya. muka tak bersalah la tuh. duduk dengan sempoinya depan pintu bilik air dan menyebut...'daad dy' 'daad dy'

Rupanya anakku tunggu depan pintu bilik air tuh berharap daddy nya keluar dari bilik air. Every morning masa nak siap gi kerja pun macam tu jugak...sayang sungguh anak ku dengan daddy nya.

Bibik terus menerkam ijjul 'Ya Allah..kat sini rupanya" dan terus membawa turun anak ku yg sorang tuh.

Petangnya, mak terus menelefonku suruh belikan gate nak halang fadhly dari naik tangga tanpa disedari.

:: her world magazine ::

Today around 1.50p.m., I received a call from one lady. She mentioned that she got my no from one of her colleague at Rezzen (co' that managed our MBA's programme). Then only I remembered past few months, CEO of Rezzen called me and told me that writer from Her World magazine wants to have a story on our life pursuing MBA's and at the same time have family & career. (~chewah, macam bagus sgt but to be frank, engaged-married-pregnant-deliver my baby boy happened during my time in MBA's). I think the main point is: they want to promote Rezzen..haha.. so tungguuu for June issue Her World magazine :)

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:: sahut cabaran sikulat ::

This is my first time using and writing blog. Thanx to sikulat to make my dream come true (kononye nak jd article writer in magazine, blog pun jadila). Without her, I dun think that I would be able to be one of the bloggers. Actually sikulat cabar to change the layout of this blog tp bak kate ummimon, kami yg buta IT nih need more time to build the skills. Insyallah..
Quote kata-kata Datuk Dr Fadhilah Kamsah (from sikulat again ~ mase I baru nak start writing): "Orang-orang yg tulis journal (to us blog la kan) adalah orang-orang yg berjaya" so in a way ~ try to be one of the successful person.

Something to ponder:

MANGKUK YANG CANTIK, MADU DAN SEHELAI RAMBUT
Rasulullah SAW, dengan sahabat-sahabatnyaAbu Bakar r.a.,Umar r.a., Utsman r.a., dan 'Ali r.a., bertamu ke rumah Ali r.a. Di rumah Ali r.a. istrinya Sayidatina Fathimah r.ha. putri Rasulullah SAW menghidangkan untuk mereka madu yang diletakkan di dalam sebuah mangkuk yang cantik, dan ketika semangkuk madu itu dihidangkan, sehelai rambut terikut di dalam mangkuk itu. Baginda Rasulullah SAW kemudian meminta kesemua sahabatnya untuk membuat suatu perbandingan terhadap ketiga benda tersebut (Mangkuk yang cantik,madu, dansehelai rambut)
Abubakar r.a. berkata, "iman itu lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik ini, orang yang beriman itu lebih manis dari madu, dan mempertahankan iman itu lebih susah dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Umar r.a. berkata, "kerajaan itu lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik ini, seorang raja itu lebih manis dari madu, dan memerintah dengan adil itu lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Utsman r.a. berkata, "ilmu itu lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik ini, orang yang menuntut ilmu itu lebih manis dari madu, dan ber'amal dengan ilmu yang dimiliki itu lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
'Ali r.a. berkata, "tamu itu lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik ini, menjamu tamu itu lebih manis dari madu, dan membuat tamu senang sampai kembali pulang kerumahnya adalah lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Fatimah r.ha.berkata, "seorang wanita itu lebih cantik dari sebuah mangkuk yang cantik, wanita yang berpurdah itu lebih manis dari madu, dan mendapatkan seorang wanita yang tak pernah dilihat orang lain kecuali muhrimnya lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Rasulullah SAW berkata, "seorang yang mendapat taufiq untuk ber'amal adalah lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik ini, ber'amal dengan 'amal yang baik itu lebih manis dari madu, dan berbuat 'amal dengan ikhlas adalah lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Malaikat Jibril AS berkata, "menegakkan pilar-pilaragama itu lebih cantik dari sebuah mangkuk yang cantik, menyerahkan diri; harta; dan waktu untuk usaha agama lebih manis dari madu, dan mempertahankan usaha agama sampai akhir hayat lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".
Allah SWT berfirman, " Sorga-Ku itu lebih cantik dari mangkuk yang cantik itu, nikmat sorga-Ku itu lebih manis dari madu, dan jalan menuju sorga-Ku adalah lebih sulit dari meniti sehelai rambut".

first time gune nih

assalamualaikum..testing..

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