:: books ::

Yesterday, I bought Fadhy an activity book at MPH promotion booth in Menara T*. A day before, bought one dictionary for both of them. Since Fadhly reluctant to share with Fiqry..so beli satu lagii..to please him.

He extremely excited about it and want to do it there & then..so sampai la satu page where he needs to count the pic and wrote down the number..it goes from 2, 3, 4, then another 4..he’s a bit confused because it suppose to be 5 not 4 so he asked me..’nape die ade dua kali 4??’ then I told him ‘oo, orang yg tulis buku ni tersilap kot’ . he asked again, not satisfied with my answer..and the tears start to pour..after more than 10 times, he asked the same question again and again and again..I’m a bit pissed off. Until I told him ‘mane la mummy nak tau kenapa die lukis nombor 4 tu dua kali’ lagi la kuat die menangis..

Then, I think I need to create my own story..’ooo, mummy tau..rasenye mase penulis tu tgh tulis buku ni…tetibe je takde letrik, lampu semua terpadam..die sempat lukis 4 gambar je..yg satu lagi tu tak sempat lukis sebab dah gelap’..he smiles 'owh' katenye.

I think I’ll be a good story teller in the future..or a good story manipulator??

:: Perempuan suatu ujian ::

Akal perempuan senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah dia dengan ilmu agama, hatinya serapuh kaca, kuatkanlah dia dengan iman dan taqwa kepada Allah swt, perasaannya selembut sutera, hiasilah dia dengan akhlak mulia. Tidak menjinakkan perempuan dengan harta kerana nanti mereka akan semakin liar, tidak hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan kerana nanti mereka akan menderita.

Kenalkan mereka kepada zat Allah swt yang kekal, disitulah punca kekuatan dunia. Suburkanlah mereka dengan nikmat Iman dan Islam kerana dari situlah nantinya mereka akan melihat nilaian dan keadilan Rabb, tuhan sekelian alam.

Dijadikan perempuan itu daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok, untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki yang beriman kepada Allah swt. Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus.

Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan kelemahan dan ianya bukan diskriminasi Allah swt, sebaliknya si situlah kasih sayang Allah swt. Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak mereka tidak akan lurus, malah semakin membengkok kerana tidak mengenal Allah swt. Bila wanita menjadi derhaka pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru hara. Jinakkan diri mereka untuk mentaati Allah swt.

Wanita penuh dengan emosi, layan emosinya dengan ilmu untuk mengenal Allah swt, jadikan kecintaannya kerana kasih dan cinta kepada rasul agar dunia akan aman kerana mentaati perintah Allah swt.

:: end of my 20's ::

I am now, in my final year in celebrating my 20’s..next year my age will be starting from number ‘3’ . But thankful as I’m still alive, healthy, have job, have food & shelter, have adorable kids & understanding HB.

We (me & HB) used to celebrate either our birthday or anniversary at big & expensive restaurant but this year round..we are just celebrating it at a fast-food restaurant (Pizza Hut); simple & murah but sedap Okayy especially ‘Platter’. Klu la tak kerana perut penuh dek open house, mmg saya akan order lagi satu (haha..tamak2). I would like to thank HB for that.

HB do ask me what I want for my birthday gift but I just answered that I do not want anything.. my only wish is that our happy family will last forever and with Allah’s bless. Yes..I do hope that; everyday..aminn.

To ummimon, thank you for the lovely gift..comel..To my beloved friends, thank you for all the birthday wishes… thank you..thank you and thank you..sayang u ols..(doakan saya yer.. :)).

On the other note: fiqry dh boleh jalan at 11 months old.. and as a mother..I am proud with u dear..sayang anak2 mummy..

:: jamuan hari raya csm ::

some pics during the jamuan hari raya csm:


rose yg diberikan utk semua tetamu..cantikkan..secantik nama yg diberikan


me with my boss and officemate


me with sikulat..thanx ya :)


me with officemate, kebetulan plak pakai baju kaler same

overall, it was ok. tapi adela a few things yg tidak memuaskan hati..especially the food..lambat refill and taste agak kurenggg..

:: cukup ke? ::

Yesterday night, after having our iftar with smapians, HB received call from my mom-in-law. One of our dua-pupu passed away last night – Dak Abang Pakcik (ni gelaran yg diberi padanya). I barely know him sebab kami jarang jumpa except during some family events. And he is just 34 YEARS OLD ye kawan2 with 3 small kids, the eldest is 6 years, seorang peguam. Sedey kan. Tapi Alhamdulillah, meninggalnya mudah, di bulan Ramadhan pula tu– hanya sakit dada sebelum berbuka, cakap dgn wifenya, nk berbuka dulu, then baru ingat nk ke hospital. 8.35 malam meninggal dunia di rumah.

Hanya HB yg ke rumah arwah, aku hanya duduk di rumah with the kids, tapi bile dengar cerita arwah, terkenang diri sendiri. I am just 5 years younger than arwah, sedangkan arwah yg tak sakit apa2 dijemput Allah, inikan lagi kita2 ni..cukup ke amalan yg nk dibawa bersama? Berapa banyak solat kita yg dilakukan dengan kusyuk? Ada ke amalan sunat yg dilakukan untuk tampung cacat cela amalan yg lain? Berapa sgt helaian Quran yg dh dibaca sepanjang Ramadhan ni? Quote from my ustaz mengaji: ‘Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan untuk semua, cuma satu saya harapkan , anggaplah ini Ramadhan terakhir yg tuan/puan akan jumpa. Dengan itu kita akan dekat dengan Allah’.

:: my two angels ::

I have two angles..one is Fadhly and another one is Fiqry. They are my heart and soul..(*including the father of this two angel :) ). But both of them are totally different from each other. Si abang sgt lembut hati, very soft, mudah mengalirkan air mata (HB ckp bab ni ikut mummynye), very loving & caring, suka mengemas. While si adik begitu aggressive, if he’s awake, mmg la mcm tongkang pecah rumah kami, jatuh sikit2 takkan menangis, sungguh berani (klu tutup lampu whole house, fiqry dengan selambe merangkak kat dapur, nk main kerusi). Well, looking at fiqry’s attitude, kadang2 tu saya ter”pok” (pukul perlahan kat punggung) fiqry..and fadhly cried. I asked him:
‘kenapa menangis?’
‘mummy “pok” fiqry’
‘fiqry tanak diam, mummy “pok” la..bukan “pok” banglong pun’
‘yerla, kesian adik. Adik kecik lagi..adik tak tau’
‘hah???’

How protective the brother is, kan?? Really hope that the ‘love’ between them will remain there forever.
No matter how difference both of you, Mummy sgt sayang anak-anak Mummy and hope you will do the same too when I’m getting older.

:: hari yang mendung ::

I am sad.. I am really2 sad..
Tetiba rasa sayu je hari ni, daku terkenang2 semua bende yg telah berlalu..
Teringat masa arwah ayah meninggalkan daku on 2nd Oct 1997, teringat how strong my mom raise all 4 of us, teringat masa my youngest brother jumping up and down not knowing that my dad is not with us anymore as he is just 4 years old, teringat masa Fadhly (my son) undergo the heart surgery operation, teringat masa kaki Fadhly kene simen at APSH, teringat masa I lost my second baby (how hard to accept the fact that i need to deliver dead body even it is already 37th weeks)..teringat masa arwah abah (pak mertua) meninggalkan kami masa Fadhly baru je nak start bermanja dengan dia..teringat dan teringat..semuanya macam wayang gambar dalam kepala.

Ya Allah, di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ni, please give me strength utk menghadapi dugaanMu yang mendatang dan yg telah berlalu.

p/s: so utk menghilangkan kegusaran hari ni..marilah kwn2 kite gi bershopping time lunch ni di Menara :) hehe..alasan.

:: arwah muhammad ::

Semalam genap 2 tahun arwah muhammad (my second son) meninggalkan kami. Niat dihati mmg nak sangat2 ziarah kubur arwah tapi memandangkan kami berada dikampung HB, so batalkan niat. If he's alive, mesti dah berlari pantas & dah banyak bercakap. Alhamdullilah, i have another 2 boys and supporting HB by my side masa tu..Luv all of ya'. Insyaallah, this week mummy dtg ye.

BTW, selamat menyambut ramadhan dan semoga lebih dekat diri kita denganNya pada bulan yang mulia ni.

:: happy 29th birthday hubby ::

lame dh tinggalkan blog ini bersawang..just drop for a short while.
eventhough dh lambat beberapa hari, tapi nk jugak wish kat sini.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HUBBY on 27 July 2009.

MOGA DIKURNIAKAN ALLAH KESIHATAN YG BERPANJANGAN, DIMURAHKAN REZEKI, DAN SENTIASA DALAM LINDUNGAN ALLAH




p/s: same tak dgn patung kt blakg tu..

:: story of last weekend ::

Last weekend was a bit hectic, not to say hectic on the work load to be done but more towards jalan2 mkn angin.. ~entry tertangguh ni.

Our Saturday begin with me & the whole family drove back to kampung Kepong, my mum’s house (~dekat jek, dlm 40 minit smpi) to settle on a few things for my brother’s wedding end of this month. Followed by the Kenduri Kahwin K Bonar’s daughter (opismet ku). I would say that it is a very nice design and color, very sweet as they choose white & pink combination color. Makan pon sodap by Siti Catering (promote2, my co. salu gak amik catering ni). Meet with K Nor & her son 4 ½ mths old, but the body size is almost (ke same) like Fiqry size. After the wedding, drove to Endah Parade to drop my HB for his bowling competition. Well, HB didn’t win but he said it is because he didn’t have his own Bowling Ball & shoe at that point of time..hehe..alasan la tu…:p . After Endah Parade, went to PJ IT Mall, then Low Yat – to buy PSP (~HB’s promise to his ‘anak bujang yg sulung tu’). Back from Low Yat, I’m totally flat, dizzy, having very bad sore throat. HB ajak mkn pon dh tak larat, so straight go to the clinic and the doctor said I’m having a severe sore throat and got infection with a high fever of 39 degrees. Balik je, mkn sikit..telan ubat (ada dekat 5 jenis kot) and slept till the next morning.

Then Sunday story begin. We already booked in mid of the week on movie ticket Transformers 2 at Jusco Cheras Selatan to bring my little boy, Balong a.k.a Izzul as he is quite obsess to it. Eventhough badan tak berapa ok lagi tapi digagah2 jugak la..Balik dr tgk movie, ada gathering of my old schoolmet SEMKAS V 93 – 95 at Tupai2 Restaurant. This is the second reunion since the past 7 years. Glad to see some of them even not all turn up. ada yg dah berubah rupe bentuk, ada yg masih maintain..ada yg sampai2 tue, kitorg tak kenal pon ~sorry yek Hassan Fikri. Thanx to all of you..

Penghy: makin comey la mu UDA...

Angah: murai masih seperti dulu :P tapi dh berisi skit.

Joy & Fath: mcm single tp sebenanye dh kawin.

Hassan: sudah tinggi tp control perut ok..

Pyan & Baya: couple yg plg maintain di abad ini. Suke tgk korg, very d loving..Baya, jgn lupe tau, kot2 nk jadi pengasuh anak aku..hehe

Baker & Zura: maintain rupe..

Ida: x sempat nk borak lame ngan ko..nx time kite borak lagi k.

Molly: masih seperti dulu, maintain gitu..walaupun dh anak 3..jgn lupe sponsor chalet J

Last but not least Gayah: walaupun kite tak kenal sbb ko masuk Form 4, aku kuar Form 3, nice knowing u

Next time kite buat lagi. Kalau boleh biarla ramai2, lagi syiok..and adik-beradik diwajibkan dtg ok!!

Thanx also to HB for the accompany. Really2 appreciate it..

:: happy father's day ::

Happy Father's Day to all fathers in the world.

Happy Father's Day to both arwah ayah & abah. Both of you are always in my mind.

And finally Happy Father's Day to my hubby for being such a wonderful father to the kids.

:: chicken pox ohhh chicken pox ::

my dear fiqry kene chicken pox last sunday and it getting worse yesterday. ade sesape yg ade tips, nak avoid parut ke?? nak bg cepat elok ke?? tapi kalau tanya doktor, semuanya boleh, takde pantang pon. lagi senang kan..

anyway, he is now 6 months old.. happy 6 months old, semoga menjadi anak yg soleh ye fiqry.

:: org sekarang dah desperate ::

fuh..lame jugak tak update blog ni. sebenarnye nih adalah entry 2 minggu yg lepas.
disebabkan asyik outstation jek - ke JB and Langkawi (langkawi lagi..dan lagi..suke btol diorg ni buat workshop kt sana), so inilah kisah sabtu 2 minggu yg lepas pada 2/5/09.

kisah berlaku dirumah ibuku di kepong. dipagi yg hening, ketika semua org baru nak membuka mata untuk menunaikan ibadah di subuh hari (dlm kul 6 pg camtu), opah terdengar bunyi di dapur (ala2 bunyi macam kak t*). so, opah pon panggil my mom yg masa tu berada diruang tamu. my mom pon menyahut je la..and melangkah kedapur (nak tgk bunyi apela agaknya tu). blom sempat sampai kat dapur, pintu dapur terbuka luas (kire2 dihentam dari luar la) and 5 orang masuk sekali gus dan orang pertama yg dituju adalah my mom ~dah betul2 depan muka kan. seorang budak (boleh dikatekan budak la, cause according to my mom, budak melayu, tinggi2, muka bulat, dan rambut botak2 ala2 mawi gitu, dlm lingkungan 20-an) minta duit pada my mom and my mom bg tau dia yang my mom memang takde duit (mmg takde pun, jarangla org sekarang simpan duit byk2 kt rumah, paling2 pon RM50 je kot dlm wallet). budak tu tak puas hati dengan my mom and my mom ditampar dlm 2 kali kot. at the same time, budak2 yg lain tu pergi kat my youngest brother dan mintak handphone, kebetulan my bro tgh pegang handphone. along is upstairs with his wife (my brother ni agak besar juga orgnye), bile die dengar my mom and opah menjerit2 kat bawah, my bro capai kayu dan meluru turun tangga (rumah kitorg ni tangga kayu, so bile my bro turun dr atas dan berlari, ala2 lebih kurang 10 orang turun la..), so kelima2 mamat perompak ni terus keluar dr rumah dan lari ke arah hutan FRIM. kejadian tu berlaku dlm 5 minit kot. tapi aku bersyukur ke hadrat Allah, takde apa2 berlaku to my family sebab according to my youngest bro tu, org terakhir yg masuk rumah tu pakai topeng dan pegang pisau.

ini bukanlah kejadian pertama dikawasan rumah my mom dan makin menjadi2.
mungkin mereka ini jobless, atau penagih atau.. hanya mereka yg tau..

:: celebration at rakuzen ::

We went to Rakuzen, Sri Hartamas to celebrate our 5th anniverssary. For those Japanese food lover, you should try it..



It's quite difficult to find the retaurant, but if you wish to go, just ask the people around lorr..
RakuZen Japanese Restaurant
Lot P17, Plaza Ground FloorHartamas Shopping Centre
60, Jalan Sri Hartamas 1
50480 Kuala Lumpur

:: new blog skin ::

Hehe..baru sempat nk update eventhough the new template is already up for the past two weeks. comeii tak? well, i think that's really me..credit to sikulat for her expertise. I really like it. Thanx fren.

For those who want to engage her expertise, do inform me. Price is very reasonable & negotiable..:)

Well, last Sat, I went to the awards night by my company. Tetibe keluar pulak lagu lama yg memang agak lama tak didengari. I want to dedicate this song to all my friends out there..really miss all of you..really miss our time back in school and university.

That's What Friends Are For
And I, never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if, I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For/In good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then, for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my hearts
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are forFor/In good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

:: happy 5th anniversary ::

Happy 5th anniversary "04/04/04 - 04/04/09" to my dearie hubby.

"Woman was made from the rib of man
She was not created from his head to top him
Nor from his feet to be stepped upon
She was made from his side to be close to him
From beneath his arm to be protected by him
Near his heart to be loved by him"

~I'm not too sure whether you are reading this or not but what I want to say is 'you are the one I love and no matter what, I will forever keep loving you..'

:: langkawi ::

yah..yah..i'm blogging from the conference room in Seaview Hotel, Langkawi. so-so la hotel ni.
boring dah dengar org lain tgh present + mengantuk (~mentang2 la jadi first presenter). cepatla...dah dekat pukul 12 mlm ni..bile nk habis?

anyway, shopping list in langkawi dh tersasar dr list asal. since both of us (me and ummimon) arrive early in LCCT, able to get myself Bodyshop lipstick, compact powder and eyeliner. ummimon lagi dasyat, terus menerjah ke Sembonia boutique and get herself a pair of shoe (actualy diri sendiri ni pon dok terjeling2 the 'New Arrival' Sembonia handbag, tapi memandangkan price terlalu mahal, terus mematikan hasrat murni tu. ~but still ada lg satu hasrat murni yg tak tercapai).

waiting for tomorrow for the next 'Kuah' trip.

:: life of taxi driver ::

Working trip to Kuching was fine. Friday night sampai je di KLIA, terus ambik budget taxi utk ke rumah memandangkan HB takde utk pick-up. Alhamdullilah dapat taxi yg besar and the driver is a very nice man – middle age about 40++ kot, a bit bald..hehe..sibbaik tak bun*** and here’s the conversation goes in the taxi:

Him: balik mana dik?
Me: Kajang
Him: oo..Kajang. baru balik dr kerja ke?
Me: Haah, baru balik dr Kuching. Ada kerja sikit kat sana. Ada mesyuarat.
Him: Kerje mana?
Me: T*
Him: ooo, selalu yer kalau org kerja T* pergi mesyuarat jauh2 ni…takpelah. Dapat duit extra sikit masa claim. Takla mcm saya ni..nak dapat duit extra kene buat part-time.
Me: (surprise jugak) oo..ye ke?? Kerja mana?
Him: ERL. Ala, kalau adik kerja jadi pemandu teksi ni, mcm2 org adik jumpa..pengarah pon ade.
Me: (dlm hati..usih, biar benar?? Takkan pengarah pon tak cukup duit)
Him: (sambung lagi cerita) nak buat mcm mana dik, sekarang ni kerja susah. Anak pun ramai, saya ni ada anak 8 org. sumenye sekolah, sume pakai duit. Saya ni hbs je kerja 5.30, terus dtg KLIA bwk teksi sampai pagi. Kongsi dgn kawan sewa kereta ni, sehari je bayar RM160, plg kurang sehari kene dapat 2 trip, baru boleh cover cost.
Me: (nk menyedapkan hati dia) tape, anak2 tue masing2 ada rezekinya..

Adala continuity dr cerita tue..tapi kekadang tu bile terdiam je, dr cermin pandang belakang, I saw him sleepy, very sleepy..kekadang tue tertutup mata and the car diverted to the other side of the road (dlm hati..isk.. biar benar bro ni..kang tak pepasal accident plak) so aku keep bercakap dgn dia sampaila kerumah. Sampai je rumah, aku siap pesan “bawak kereta elok2 yer”.

That’s life, kadangkala kita merungut dengan kehidupan kita…but kat luar sana tue, lebih ramai org yg lebih susah dr kita demi membesarkan anak2 tercinta. Well, everything happens for a reason.

:: majlis aqiqah n fadhly's birthday ::

some of the snaps taken during that day.
~still in the office at 8.35 p.m (sigh..)

:: my little hero ::

Alhamdulillah, safely delivered my little hero, Izzul Fiqry bin Khairy Fahmy on 1/11/08 at 1.15 p.m. (with no epidural, except for one jap ~sibbaik sakit pon tak lama) and alhamdullilah, with Allah bless, i still fully bf my baby. Insyallah, hopefully it can prolong till he's 1 yr old.

p/s: sorry le kengkawan, lambat upload gamba. nnt kite upload lak gamba sekitar Majlis Aqiqah and Izzul Fadhly's birthday.