Tuesday, August 25, 2009

:: hari yang mendung ::

I am sad.. I am really2 sad..
Tetiba rasa sayu je hari ni, daku terkenang2 semua bende yg telah berlalu..
Teringat masa arwah ayah meninggalkan daku on 2nd Oct 1997, teringat how strong my mom raise all 4 of us, teringat masa my youngest brother jumping up and down not knowing that my dad is not with us anymore as he is just 4 years old, teringat masa Fadhly (my son) undergo the heart surgery operation, teringat masa kaki Fadhly kene simen at APSH, teringat masa I lost my second baby (how hard to accept the fact that i need to deliver dead body even it is already 37th weeks)..teringat masa arwah abah (pak mertua) meninggalkan kami masa Fadhly baru je nak start bermanja dengan dia..teringat dan teringat..semuanya macam wayang gambar dalam kepala.

Ya Allah, di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ni, please give me strength utk menghadapi dugaanMu yang mendatang dan yg telah berlalu.

p/s: so utk menghilangkan kegusaran hari ni..marilah kwn2 kite gi bershopping time lunch ni di Menara :) hehe..alasan.

5 comments:

Farra Da Smiley said...

nak menangis ku baca...sob sob selamat shopping :)

sikulat said...

nih sedey ke alasan nak pi shopping nih ? n3 yg mempunyai 2 mood yg sangat kontra...

oh.. jgn tinggal daku.. daku di annexe1.. nak pi jugak.. nak jugak..

Zuraimah Ismail said...

sedeynye.....selamat bershopping....

eLLe said...

mmg kontra sgt2..sedih mmg sedih.. pastu cam wat lawak laks..hehe..

bes ke jualan booth yang bukak kat menara?

myza said...

hehe..saje jek tulis p/s note tu..menghiburkan hati yg gundah gulana.

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